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assalamualaikum

it's almost 2015. in several hours it's going to be 2015.

i want to wish you all happy new year, i hope you've enjoy 2014 because i do. i really do. i wish you achieved your 2014 resolution. i didn't do any resolution list this year. so i can't really tell if i achieved something or not.

but i think i did get what i can't have in 2013.

i really enjoy this year. i get to know a lot of people through both social media and in real life. i get to know my cray classmates - people i never think i can get along. i also get loads of story books from my dad, thank you so much.

there're so much things happen in just a year. and it surprise me to know a year can bring so much happiness, sadness, meanings to me. it's a great thing to know that i use this year wisely.

i think.

so, 2015.

*nervous laughter* 

sijil pelajaran malaysia

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setelah hampir satu tahun bertungkus-lumus buat kerja sekolah, dengar cikgu berucap setaip hari di tapak perhimpunan, akhirnya hari ini tamatlah persekolahan bagi 2014. aku tak tahu nak rasa happy atau sedih sebab tahun depan aku senior year. which means spm. sobs.

but now i don't want to talk about it. darn, i don't even know macam mana format diorang. katanya addmath ada kbat la. ok, tu biar tahun depan punya urusan. aku cuma perlu bersedia, yes.

alhamdulillah, untuk batch pertama yang ada ujian amali instead of kertas 3 untuk subjek fizik, kimia, bio, i'm glad to declare experiment berganda kali senang daripada kertas 3.

i'm gonna tell you serba sedikit about ujian amal for form 3 yang tahun depan form 4 kan. jangan terkejut pula haha

masa pertama kali aku masuk makmal fizik - sebab tu subjek amali pertama aku - i can feel myself shaking in nervousness. gila tak nervous. before this we always done an experiment in group. tup tup time exam kena buat sorang-sorang. menggeletar juga lah.

biasanya bunsen burner aku suruh orang lain tolong on kan, tapi kali ni kena buat sendiri. tu yang shaking tu. nasib baik first try dah boleh on. if not, aku tak tahu la nak minta tolong cikgu ke apa. then everything went well. memang best lah. walaupun tak boleh bercakap - sebab exam kan - tapi aku dengan orang sebelah aku bercakap juga. maklumlah, semua kitorang buat sama-sama lol.

then last day chemistry. rasa macam scientist pula sebab kitorang punya eksperimen penitratan; titration. so nak kena titik acid masuk dalam bes, guna fenolftalein, tengok bes tu tukar warna from pink to colourless bila dah neutral. best lah

eksperimen garam paling tak puas hati. sebab kitorang diberi serbuk x. then 1 kena campur dengan ammonia and 1 kena campur dengan natrium. aku punya natrium larut, ammonia tak larut. so i just put the serbuk x as aluminium. tup tup jawapan dia zink. sakit hati je sebab zink sepatutnya dua-dua larut. memang confuse habis lah. ada orang yang dua-dua tak larut.

tapi serious best. lepas dah habis buat eksperiment semua, aku ada masa lagi setengah jam. jadi disebabkan kebosanan yang melampau, aku campur garam dengan ammonia, then letak fenolftalein. memang merapu gila haha

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tadi ada bengkel bahasa computer daripada pelajar-pelajar unisel and i really really like it! diorang ajar basic html, everything that i've known tapi code memang tak sama langsung. i mean, kalau macam blogger kita nak letak background, warna tulisan pe semua, kita guna <style> tag kan? tapi ni tak. dia cam pelik and idk how to explain haha

memang best lah. abang fasi yang ajar aku and liza memang baik plus penyabar gila. everything yang dia ajar tu boleh faham la. kawan dia cakap, "fokus tau, ni antara pelajar terbaik kat unisel." hahaha yes, i'm focus! i can know how to preview the template i designed without using internet. just guna notepad sahaja. amazing, right? benda yang kita nampak macam remeh tu sebenarnya sangat berguna :)

idk la i thinkg i'm gonna take ict in the future and i already told my dad this, but he said no. typical parents will say that, honestly.

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congrats tu spm candidates yang dah terlepas dari azab sekolah menengah haha lepas ni dah free for 3 months - if tak masuk plkn lah - pergi cari kerja and do your best in the future!

adios amigos. thanks for reading this very long entry. it has been a long time since aku buat entri panjang camni haha

assalamualaikum x

p/s: kuasa veto my ayah membuatkan kitorang kena duduk terengganu for the whole december

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basically

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D <- this is not a sarcasm im really happy because exam is over - not really but whatever

so exam yang perlukan kitorang duduk berjam-jam dalam kelas dah habis dan aku rasa bahagia sekejap. lagi bahagia kalau aku tak payah jawab soalan addmath tadi. rasa macam nak koyak je kertas tu.the hardest addmath, chemist and akaun la bagi aku. semua yang kira-kira ni memang aku angkat white flag awal-awal.

after this tinggal ujian amali je and im really grateful aku ambil sains akaun sebab ujian amali ada 2 je and no biologi. yes. tapi ujian diorang katanya folio je so senang ah. kot.

result memang tak nak cerita lah. lagipun belum dapat lagi, so let's leave it like that.

my friends from class other than science already finish their exam so saying im a little jealous is understatement.

ok rasanya dah takde apa, oh good luck to spm candidates. i know im late but whatever. good luck, you're going to need that.

auf wiedersehen. assalamualaikum.

p/s: naruto shippuden dah habis. what do i do now :(

i may or may not grounded for the rest of my life

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exam week

Two weeks no school. If you listen closely, you can hear my heart screaming in joy!

Finally a break from school and exam. But after that, I’ll have 4 papers more. Akaun, chemistry, add math and physics. Haih tough subjects. I don’t know if I can handle them. Lucky for those who only have 3 papers left.

I know now all form 3 students scream in joy because PT3 is over. But I heard they’ll have another exam. PBS? Well good luck on that.

Just so you know, form 4 is not a honeymoon year. I’m sorry for breaking the news. But being a form 4 student is just really really hard time for you. You have to make up your mind on what stream you want to do. Pray hard, study hard, aim for A’s in spm and don’t be like me. But most of all; have fun. That’s what you should do.

Heh. Just talking ain’t gonna bring you nowhere. Prove that you can do it, and that’s something.

If you plan on taking prinsip perakaunan, I advise you do not procrastinate on your project. You’re going to flunk. I s2g.

So, yeah study tu study jugak, solat jangan tinggal. Have fun tu mesti. Karang focus sangat tak pasal-pasal jadi zombie.

Ok. Good luck. You’re going to need that.

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liebster & versatile blogger award

guten tag.

liebster award

rules:

• Mention the person who nominated you with a link to their blog
• Answer the 11 question asked
• Nominate 11 other blogger with smaller following but with lots of potential
• Create 11 your own question for them to answer
• Notify your nominate.

award ni ditag oleh kimkirah. arigatou onēsan! (◕‿◕✿)

questions from kimkirah:

1. Dah berapa lama berblogging?

erm since 2011 so 4 years more or less :)

2. Apa lagu favourite Top 5 sekarang?

(not in order)

- pierce the veil's yeah boy and doll face

- one direction's steal my girl

- blood on the dance floor's lovestruck

- ed sheeran's don't

- charli xcx's boom clap

3. Apa matlamat yang korang mesti capai dalam 5 tahun akan datang?

5 tahun akan datang... erm, i'll be 21 and probably belum habis belajar. just keep studying.

4. Apa impian yang ingin dicapai pada suatu masa dahulu dan tak tercapai, tapi korang tak menyesal malah bersyukur?

none... kot?

5. Wallpaper phone sekarang gambar sape?

my favorite female actress at the moment; crystal reed (◡‿◡✿)

6. Kalau study suka suasana macam mana? (bising2 macam dengar lagu atau sunyi sepi?

both. tapi kalau hafal better sunyi sepi.

7. Kalau tengah kusut, Apa korang buat? (update status FB? contoh je..hehe)

sleep my trouble away

8. Apa perkataan bahasa asing yang pertama korunk belajar or ingat sekarang?

auf wiedersehen. germany words mean goodbye.

9. Kalau di beri peluang untuk menjadi seseorang,siapa yang ingin anda jadi?

niall horan

10. Kalau di beri pilihan untuk memilih antara "dijodohkan dengan pilihan parent" dengan "pilihan sendiri" mana yang anda pilih?

since i was form 1 i told my mom i want her to choose my husband. so yeah, pilihan parents :)

11. Latest task you were doing and what is its benefit? (Tak termasuk post ni)

folio prinsip perakaunan. benefit? 10% markah peperiksaan akhir tahun.

versatile blogger award

rules:

1. Thanks to the person who gave you this award (include a link to their blog)
2. Select 15 blogs (bloggers you've recently discovered, followed regularly)
3. Nominate these 15 to the Versatile Blogger Award
4. Tell the person who nominated you with 7 things about yourself

tagged by ray. arigatou imōto (◕‿◕✿)

seven facts about me:

- malaysian

- 18 years old in 1 and half year

- if you ask me what would i do with my money, i'll buy books. loads of books.

- muslim

- schoolmates call me 'gangster' so i think you can guess my behaviour
- open-minded (i wish)
- sassmaster (when i need to)

im very sorry i'm too lazy to tag people and give questions. please don't hate me. 

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mini merdeka giveaway

assalamualaikum,

halamak dah lama tak masuk giveaway ni. last time aku masuk GA bila tah dah tak ingat dah pun. ada la dalam dua tahun lepas. lol. plus before this tak ada harapan pun nak menang so hopefully this time ada la rezeki nak menang. amin.

GA ni ditag oleh kimkirah. sankyu onēsan for tagging me (◡‿◡✿)

before i end this entry, happy 57th independence day to every malaysian in malaysia. alhamdulillah, syukur ke atas nikmat Allah yang memberi kesempatan ke atas hamba ini untuk menyambut hari kemerdekaan yang ke-57. syukur kepada yang Mana Esa juga kerana mengurniakan tanah tumpahnya darahku yang bebas dari bencana alam (eg; gempa bumi, gunung berapi) alhamdulillah.

tadi kat sekolah baru sambut hari kemerdekaan. tup tup balik rumah kena tag masuk GA merdeka pula. hah! rezeki（￣ー￣）

so im gonna tag ; ray , chikienna , devrine

auf wiedersehen

p/s; just in case, my facebook is /hkoushiro and my ig: nlizma

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attention to every man in the world, if you want a girl fall for you, your words have to be 'honeyed'.

lmao. the words above was taken from a friend of mine's english oral text. credit to him. and thanks for have a faith in me to read through and comments here and there. even though i can't stop laughing at the word 'honeyed'.

howdy earthlings *waves*

sorry for not being here in such a long time. sekarang busy dengan kerja rumah, kerja kursus akaun, hafal sejarah, report fizik lagi. sigh. semua benda kena buat dalam satu hari tak boleh jugak. actually right now pun ada homework, tapi since dah tidur petang tadi so hopefully malam ni boleh sengkang mata lah silat dengan addmaths.

hari tu pergi mall and ila parked the car at the rooftop. guess what, i almost die. half way to the rooftop, i had trouble breathing. bayangkan bila aku - seorang perempuan yang ada acrophobia - ada dekat atas bangunan 4 tingkat. rasa macam bila-bila masa je aku boleh mati. the feeling of being on top a building makes my stomach sick, my heart drops, oxygen is not the invisible thing i breath to keep my lungs active.

then, kawan-kawan aku pula jenis yang tak ada fear of height langsung. selamba je pergi dekat penghadang tu sambil jeguk bawah. Ya Allah, aku tak tahu lah apa perasaan diorang masa kat situ. takkan tak ada sikit pun perasaan gayat. aku fikirkan tempat tinggi pun dah rasa goosebumps.

last week i bought novel The Host. but until now tak baca lagi. idk lah bila nak baca. tengah baca satu novel yang dari 2 bulan lepas tapi sampai sekarang tak habis-habis lagi. kadang-kadang bosan jugak baca novel yang banyak sangat cliche. nak jugak baca something and different from others. hm.

until we meet again, sweetcheeks.
auf wiedersehen.

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Salam Syawal 1435H

Assalamualaikum

Hello, this is just a quick update for me to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua rakan blogger, semua muslim di seluruh dunia dan semua yang mengenali diri ini.

Dikesempatan ini, aku ingin mohon maaf atas segala kesilapan, kekasaran bahasa selama aku berblogging. Aku minta maaf banyak-banyak sebab selama aku berblogging aku menggunakan kata ganti diri pertama iaitu 'aku' untuk berbicara kepada semua orang - senior ataupun junior. Because honestly, it's too weird for a heartless girl like me to use 'saya'. So, I'm very sorry and I hope you'll forgive me.

Mohon diampunkan salah dan silap sama ada segaja mahupun tidak. Jika ada yang terasa dengan penulisan aku selama aku berblogging, aku minta maaf. Kadang-kadang apa yang ditulis itu menunjukkan orang lain atau tidak ada kena-mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun sudah meninggal dunia, jadi aku minta maaf kalau ada yang tersinggung perasaan.

Talking about meninggal dunia, my atuk saudara - my tok wan's step-brother, which we call Ci'Ran just passed away last two days. Yes, dalam bulan Syawal yang penuh keberkataan ini. Semoga rohnya dirahmati Allah SWT dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Al-Fatihah.

Auf wiedersehen.
Assalamualaikum.

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guten tag

assalamualaikum

hi. actually tak tau nak update apa tapi nak juga post something bagi mengelakkan bog ni berhabuk / boring sebab post yang sama every time aku check blog ni. ugh.

sooo fifa world cup 2014 is going to end soon. real soon. kind of disappoint lah tak dapat tengok netherlands lawan argentina next early morning. not because tak bangun sahur, but lack of astro at my house. so, yeah. but no worries, my baby robben van persie, i'll always cheering for you. just make sure you kick messi's ass out. (i like messi tho, i just say that because, i have to support my baby. no hate)

last night i watch the vampire diaries and guess what, stefan is actually silas' doppelganger. i know i'm lame and you probably know about this a long time ago, but whatever, i'm happy. and a bit sad. i ever thought of silas being one of them, but i don't expect him to be stefan! i wish it was caroline or damon. whoever but not stefan. idk man. stefan is my man.

last sunday i had a the fault in our stars movie date with my beautiful people. the movie was so great and sad and cute! i wish i can watch it over and over again! and if you're wondering, i went to watch the movie when they show it 2 days only. idk how to explain it but malaysia only siarkan pada hari sabtu dan ahad lepas. and dekat panggung wayang yang tertentu je. idk what you call it tbh ._.

it's fun lah because i spend all day at sunway piramid with them. getting lost, having funny moments, and went back home when most of the shops were closed. lol.

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lately i've been addicted to drawing. or sketching. or conteng. i don't know what to call my hideous looking drawing actually. i'll just looking at tutorial and keep trying until i get mad, scratch the paper and then start all over again. yep. that's me.

my mom told me that once upon a time when she was still in high school, she really loves drawing and painting. she said painting with water color is her specialties. she told me,

"dulu masa mak sekolah menengah lukisan mak selalu dapat 1." 

me, being as lame and blur ever respond with, "1 je." and it turn out that 1 is A+. so yeah. shame on me for being straightforward. and blur.

then she said when she's form 4, her teacher force her to take ekonomi rumah tangga. she said she was crying because her heart and soul were so into art. i felt sorry for her.

damn that teacher who force my mom for doing something she don't want to.

and now i ask her to teach me because apparently, her second daughter is suck at coloring.

i always sit in front of computer in living room. so when my dad come home from work and he see me drawing based on a reference on computer screen, he'll say,

"masa ayah sebaya angah, ayah pun selalu melukis dari buat kerja sekolah. asyik kena marah dengan arwah atuk je. kerja sekolah tak nak buat, melukis rajin."

lmao. same, dad. same. so then, you can't be mad at me because it's your perangai yang i'm following right now.

i ever saw some of his drawings and guess what, hIS TONES ARE PERFECT! DAD, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW YOU DO THAT PERFECT REALISTIC DRAWING.

and yeah, if you want to look at my drawing, you can follow my instagram. but sometimes i'm too lazy to upload the photo, so they might take some times. and sometimes the drawings are real ugliness, so please don't judge an ameteur like me or i won't draw ever again. yeah.

auf wiedersehen.
assalamualaikum.

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salam ramadhan

Assalamualaikum

i'm sorry if i'm late but i don't think i am.

alhamdulillah tahun ini dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik dan nyawa yang panjang dari Allah untuk kita berpuasa dan kumpul pahala pada bulan yang penuh pengampunan ini. semoga kita dapat menggunakan peluang yang ada untuk perkara yang dapat memberi syafaat kepada kita di akhirat kelak. insya'Allah.

salam ramadhan al-mubarak to my family, friends, every muslim around the world. may Allah ease everything and may your patience will be reward with heaven. insya'Allah.

plus this is a good chance on catching up with fifa. because you can sahur while watching your fave team's match. hehe.

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last friday we have this parents teacher's day. and it got me nervous because i don't know what the teachers will say to my mom. plus my mom arrive at 11.15 am, which is pretty late.

when it our turn, and i've been sweating for no reason, but it turn out that the teachers said i'm very quiet in class. the first thing i think when my account teacher say that is,

"haha you've been lied!"

i'm sorry, but i can't help it. i don't deny what they said is true, either. that's because i'm very quiet when teachers are teaching but got very loud when teachers wasn't around. so i guess i have two personalities? yeah. hehe.

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yesterday my family and i went to watch transformers: age of extinction. to whoever who hasn't watch it yet, you should! the movie IS very amazing and you wouldn't regret it! i swear it'll never get you bored. oh my god, you don't know how much my fingers want to type all the spoilers, but that'll be bad of me.

so i don't have anything else to be writing here, i guess this is a goodbye? until we meet again, lovelies :)

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Assalamualaikum

so lately asyik tukar design blog je because semua yang aku guna / edit aku rasa macam tak lawa. or cepat bosan. ni pun aku tak tahu sampai bila aku boleh tahan before i get bored ._. but i think this is my favorite theme at the moment because i actually struggle to make the pop up box work. so congrats to me for doing such a good job.

result is already out. alhamdulillah my result is getting better. at first rasa berdebar je bila cikgu masuk kelas bawa kertas exam. but the anxiousness disappear when i know my result is not bad like the last time. thank you to everyone who is there for me, teaching me patiently, answered all my questions. your patience is the key to my success.

this week sepatutnya tak ada cuti pun, sekolah sampai ahad. but heck, memang tak lah aku nak pergi sekolah hari ahad. dah la ada sukan je - which i don't take any part at all. this year tak ada geng. if fatin was here, we'll get into perbarisan. dia pun dah takde, so aku lone ranger dalam rumah hang tuah tu. it's okay, tuah. i'll be cheering from the house *smirk*

i want to write something. i already have the idea. but i'm such a failure when it comes to intro. so i guess not :(

so before i was asleep, aku ada idea nak update apa. tapi bila dah tidur, everything in my mind went to fly over somewhere else. so until we meet again.

this is not a goodbye.
assalamualaikum.

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Assalamualaikum

Hello earthlings! How are you and your holiday? I’m good and my holiday is boring. Thanks for asking.

+ First of all nak say congrats to Brazil because won 3-1 against Croatia. Neymar scored 2 goals. That’s my bby. And I’m disappointed with Spain because 1-5 woi gila apa. Kemain kau kalah. Ni nak sokong Netherlands. Dah la captain dia handsome. Kbye.

Haa who say girls don’t watch football? Here I am staying up this late alone, watching football. My brother masa first day je stay up. Konon nak tengok hari ni. Pui. Ugh after this dah tak boleh tengok unless the next day is Saturday or Sunday. School really is the death of me.

+ Secondly, tomorrow is the last day of holiday. Let’s cry thousand oceans ;_; Mat saleh baru start cuti summer, kita dah kena sekolah balik. Dah la till now tak tahu ada homework or not since my classmates sangat tak ambil port about this kind of thing. We’re rad, I know. But please, I don’t want to hear any teacher nag at us on the first day of school.

+ I read some of my old entries and fanfics and honestly, I don’t know whether I should die in embarrassment or die in laughter because both are accurate. All I had in my mind while reading through them was,

“What the hell was I thinking when I wrote this thing back then?”

They’re so shameful and I hope no one ever find that blog ever again.

+ I got Kimi Ni Todoke s1 & s2 2 days ago and haven’t finished it yet. I guess I have to use my school days to watch it. Yeah. I have something I can use to escape from the cruelty that is homework. Eyy Kazehaya is so cute!!

Tbh, I don’t really know what to write about apart from the update of the secret life of a procrastinator. Sometimes I have a lot of thing to write and that’s when I don’t have to pen and paper with me. It’s kinda pissing me off, but that’s how life goes. And when I do have them, my mind will go blank and I don’t know anymore. This often happen in exam, of course.

Talking about exam, there’s a celebrity that I adore. He is a completely great idol for a lazy person like me.  He is a singer and song-writer and also, 17 years old and just graduated from high school this month. Congrats to him! Why I said he’s such a good idol?

It’s because at age so young, he already released loads of songs and albums and in fact, he’s doing tour across the Europe and America right now. Now, imagine a 17 years old going that far, finish school and achieved highest point! How amazing that is, right?

I ever read a tweet, may I quote

“If *a 17 y/o musician name can studying while being in band, why can’t you? *insert the band member pictures when he’s studying*” 

I don’t want to mention names because I want to let your imagination gone wild and not to think they can do that because they’re smart or what, but because they had done a very hard work to finish school and get good grades.

You know, the tweet really stab me straight in the heart and also make me sad because I didn’t do my best in mid-term and now I’m sweating because I don’t know what my result yet. But I hope I can do better in the future.

Since the school decided to close my class, I don’t know which class I’ll be staying after this. I just hope that I can cope with the subjects because if I happen to be in account class, I have to start all over again. Same as my other classmates.

I hope this is not a bullshit talk like I often do.

I wish you all the best, since I probably won’t update this blog in a long time because school. Yes, blame everything on school. Now I don’t have social life. JK. Of course I have social life. I am a socialize girl. JK. No I dislike people. They’re annoying, prejudice and busybody. Hint: I wrote the sentence before this based of some people I know, so please… no hard feeling.

Farewell for now. To students, please survive. Don’t want you to go online as corpse.

Bye! Assalamualaikum :)

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Over

Assalamualaikum

Hi you all. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hello. Konnichiwa. Bonjour. Hola. Guys. And girls.

Today is a happy day. I mean yesterday was a happy day. I mean yesterday’s after school was a happy time. I mean starting from yesterday to today to tomorrow till the next two weeks and half are happy days. And that’s all because I've finished my exam and mid-year holiday starting next week. I can’t wait!

Last night we celebrated out freedom and zouk and that is the best night ever! *lie

I know we’ll have two days of school next week but hell no, I’m not going.

I’ll have prep classes tho. But I don’t intended on waking up at 8am just to go to class every day. So I’ll probably just go to physics class since my school's penolong kanan is my physics teacher and I don’t want to listen to her nag about skipping her class. So yeah, I have to let go two days of freedom.

What is your plan for this holiday?

I don’t know if I’m going anywhere during this holiday. I don’t know if my parents are planning and haven’t told us yet. so, most of the time all I’ll do sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep, eat, eat, eat, eat, internet, internet, internet, internet, repeat. 

That’s how my life goes around when holidays come, children.  Be like me and you’ll be free from problems *for a while

*ehem* guys, I think I want to do shout out.

Shout out to everyone that have finished exam and have gone this far without punching a kid in the face!

I never told you this but there was a time when the boys in my class playing confession. They dare each one of them to confess to the girls. It’s fun to see they embarrass themselves. The girls were giggling and all when they were confessed. Then Afan dared Iqbal to confess to me – my classmates call me yakuza so you can guess why. Lucky me, I already had my answer in my head. so we goes like,

Iqbal: Saya sayaaaaang awak

Me: ye, aku tau kau sayang aku. Aku tau korang semua sayang aku. Thank you.

And we couldn't help but laugh. I mean everyone was laughing. I told ya, the game is fun when no feeling involved ;)

Dear you,
Are you a sun because I can see you shine bright like a star. I walked out of the mall, passing by the Starbucks, and I met your eyes. I catch a glimpse of your Starbucks’s cup and your name written neatly on it. At that moment, I feel like I want to tap my shoulder and say “nice work!” and then do ridiculous secret handshakes or even do double flips. And it’s just because I saw your name and your eyes.

I think this is a farewell, popsicles. Until I write – or type, whatever suit you – here again *which will take forever

p/s: gif above is when kushina asked sasuke to be friend with naruto. that part got me to tears ;;

Adios amigos. Assalamualaikum.

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May

Assalamualaikum.

Hi. It has been a long time no post but loads stories to tell. I just can’t find the right moment to write an entry and post it. Sorry! But this is the right moment to say,

“Aku rasa baru semalam bulan April.”

Ok tak lawak, tapi I love to say that and make people wonder why I said so. And, hello to May! I hope this month will be a nice month and oh, a month away from puasa! Can’t wait to collect every pahala we can get during Ramadhan :)

i. 26th April 2014

On this date, my school (SEMETRI) held a hari keusahawanan. It’s a great and happy day for me, but at the end, some people have to piss me off and it turn out to be ugly. But I don't want to talk about that, I just want to tell you about happy things. Because people don't like bad things. Honestly, even I don’t want to rewind the memories.

So on this day, Aqilah, my friend who has just moved to Myanmar last year were coming! The first moment I saw her I was like, ‘oh my god is this real are you really here!?’ because I can't trust my eyes. It had been um… 5 months since the last time we met her! We're getting excited meeting each other and yeah, it’s a great time to have a reunion haha!

Also the day was like ‘Selfie Day’ because people just can’t stop taking selfies. Monopod held on ones’ hand and people gathered around just to take a selfie. I think it’s a good thing because it brings people together. So yeah, selfie is okay. Haha.

ii. Midterm

I don’t want to talk about this but I have to let someone know so I will feel a lot better. That’s just how I was programmed.

MAY = EXAM MONTH
ME = DEAD

So exam will be taking place on 6th May and I don’t really fancy exam actually. But this is such an important exam for me. More important than when I had PMR I guess. Sebab berdasarkan result exam ni aku akan ditentukan untuk berada di kelas mana. I know it’s too late but that’s just how my school was programmed.

You know my class – 4 science 3 – we have prinsip perakaunan instead of biology. And the teachers decided to close our class because last year’s SPM results were not so good. So they want to close our class for ‘our own good’. We still don’t understand why they did that. Because last year’s SPM failure was never our faults.

We just want to have this class because we’re so close and it’s almost feels like we’re family and we’re getting to understand what we studied. We know when we have physics, chemistry, add math and account at the same time it’s almost feel like mind-blowing. But we never want anyone to close the class.

So yeah. Right now I have to make up my mind; account or science stream. If I want to continue my ambition as forensic, I have to study hard on physics, add math and chemistry and if I want to give up and be a businesswoman, I’ll just have to give my best on account.

It’s just as simple as that.

Unless it is not as simple as that.

iii. Kawan atau sahabat

Orang melayu selalu tanya “Antara kawan atau sahabat, yang mana kau akan pilih?”

Pada aku, kawan atau sahabat tu semua tak penting sebab pada mata aku semua orang berada di atas tanah yang sama. Apa yang penting kawan atau lawan. Tapi tak ada orang tanya sebab of course orang pilih kawan. Except you don’t know that your friend is your enemy.

So pada aku pangkat really no matters. Kau kawan atau tak, bila aku tak tau apa nak buat, aku tanya jugak sesiapa.

Betul, kalau kawan kau boleh suruh dia belanja, suruh dia buat itu ini. Tapi itu membuatkan kau lawan dia. Sebab apa? Sebab kau mempergunakan dia. You used them for your own benefits and that what make them go against you. Dan bila itu terjadi, kau jangan terkejut dan tunding jari dekat semua orang bila masalah yang sebenar adalah engkau.

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Have great days ahead. I’ll write again when I got the time. Insha’Allah. Please pray for my exam. And good luck to all of you that are taking exam as well. Assalamualaikum.

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Aimless

The thing about being human is we never keep promises. Especially when it's about time. We never be at the promised place on time. Even in a meeting we still can be late. That's why we don't deserve asking for more time because we already waste too much.

Manusia tak pernah bersyukur.

Assalamualaikum

Ceh, macam cakap dengan cermin sebab aku pun selalu buat macam tu. Janji pukul 10 tapi pukul 10 tu baru nak bersiap. Dan sampai kat tempat yang dijanjikan 10 minit kemudian. Tahu tak dalam masa 10 minit tu macam-macam boleh jadi dekat kawan yang tengah menunggu tu?

So don't waste your time over stupid little things. Ada kebaikan dan keburukan dalam lambat ni. Tapi rasanya lagi banyak keburukan. Contohnya, kena maki dengan orang yang menunggu. HAHA.
Peringatan ini dibawa khas oleh NLIZMA yang tak pernah tepati masa.

End of story about time.

School. Sekolah. Satu perkataan yang aku tak berapa nak suka. Because when we heard the word "school" our mind like automatically think about 'bangun awal' 'kerja sekolah' 'cikgu'.

I seriously hate school. I don't hate education. I just simply hate school. You know that's two different thing. I don't know how to explain, but it's different........ you know.

Today really pissed me off. Thing about school and a friend of mine. I hate thursday.

Assalamualaikum. Adios amigos.

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16th birthday

Assalamualaikum

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ME

Actually my birthday was yesterday but I don't have time to write here, so yeah. Happy belated birthday to me...?

I want to thank every single of your for birthday wishes, prayers and presents. Thank you for being you and thank you for knowing me.

I'm grateful to have such a wonderful life since I was born. Through up and down, happy and sad moments, I'm still able to look up and move on. Thank you for those people who're with me in the moments.

Thank you for my mom and dad, brother and sister for being the most amazing family I ever have! Thank you to my best friends for making me feel happy, sad, jealous, mad - for making me real. (Every friend of mine are the best. Just want to let you know.)

The most important is thank you to Almoghty Allah SWT for giving me chance to live with these people, to breathe the free air, giving me awesome life, fascinating family, great friends. Alhamdulillah.

♛

I honestly speechless when my friends in 4science2 sang a happy birthday song to me out of blue.

When ikah, ila, linda and aliah surprise me with my favorite cake (red velvet) as present.

When my beautiful Batrisyia gave me my favorite thing in the world as present.

And when my awesome dad gave my favorite car as present.

Thank you so much, I will never can thank you enough *insert heart eyes emoji*

Assalamualaikum :)
Goodbye.

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blergh

Assalamualaikum

Hello. Bonjour. Konnichiwa.

How are you? I’m fine here, Alhamdulillah.

It is spring break right now, and I’m so glad that I can sleep as long as I want and eat as much as I want without thinking about school. Cuti-cuti belajar aka CUBE aka homework sangat banyak sampai I don’t know which one I should do first. So, I take the short-cut iaitu tak payah buat sampai malam ahad. Typical me as a procrastinator.

So this holiday you all ada pergi mana-mana or just stay at home mengadap tv and surfing internet like me /not try to mention menternak lemak lol/? I guess we both same unless your family have plan nak pergi somewhere. To whoever yang pergi anywhere for holiday, I want to say safe journey and have fun :)

Last four weeks – if I’m not mistaken – I was having exam week. I guess my school is the first school yang mengadakan first term exam. Haa nampak tak yang cikgu nak tanda kertas cepat, so we can have fun during holiday. HAHA. My result is so… Alhamdulillah. Not excellent and not bad neither. Just good… I guess?  I don’t know how to describe beside I collect all the grades. This is first exam, so mestilah ada yang gagal. Culture shock kejap tiba-tiba ada fizik, kimia, add math *laugh*

Lately, I always spend my day and night with reading manga. Honestly, I don’t have any better thing to do. Do you have any idea what to do in this holiday? I can’t think of any. Tapi bila hari sekolah, semua benda nak buat. Most of it is, sleep all day all night.

This post was made 24th march 2014 and I’m too lazy to write it back.

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#51

Assalamualaikum

It has been a loooong time since I post anything here. HOW ARE YOU GUYS?! I miss my fantastic readers so much and also my blog. Sorry for not post anything for a long time! I promise I have saved an entry and it's about time for me to post it here. But the odds are against me as I accidentally delete the entry! I'm so frustrated by it, but hmph it's okay... I guess.

So how is your life? I'm sure there are lots of amazing things happen in the last month and half, right? As for me, nothing much happen lately. Aside from the fact that February this year start off without Fatin by Disaster Five's side. You can read my words for her on my instagram. It's not really that important, so it's okay if you don't want to read it as long as you got my point - Fatin isn't in SEMETRI anymore.

Teachers always say, "form 4 isn't honeymoon year!" But um, you know me. I'm all against what people say "no" to hehe. But since I really want to study overseas, I decided to follow my teachers' instruct. But that doesn't mean I will be any diligent than now. Oops.

School is being hard for me doesn't do me any good. What with addmath, physics, chemistry and prinsip perakaunan. I take sains perakaunan though. That's why as you can see no biology for me. Sobs. That is also the reason why I forget my dream to be a forensic. Physics is so hard I want to bang my head on a wall! And sometimes I found maths is hard to deal with and addmath is easier... idk

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Those guys in my school who always look at ur weirdly make me want to pop out their eyes using a chopstick.

Remember a post I made two years ago - if I'm not mistaken - about novels I read on December holiday with the title FunFriday? After a long wait, finally Vampire Academy is out!!! Sarah and I have been waiting for this for a year and finally dimka and roza and christian and lissa and adrian - oh, no adrian but he will coming - are here , in out country! YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW HOW HARD I FANGIRLOVER THIS WITH SARAH! We were so excited each day pass by till the waiting is over. The movie is sososososo great, as good as the novwl. But novel is always the best. Can't wait for Frostbite :D

I saw someone talk to 'someone' but in fact no one was there.
I heard a familiar voice but in fact the owner of the voice wasn't there.
I think I'm getting crazy.

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#1

Assalamualaikum

Pejam celik, pejam celik dah habis tahun 2013.Macam tak percaya je tahun yang aku cuak sangat nak tempuh dah sampai ke penghujung. Takut sebab ada pmr, tapi rupa-rupanya tak ada la serious sangat. Kalau aku tahu betapa bestnya time lepas pmr, tak ada la aku bazir masa nak pmr lambat lagi.

After all, new year resolution aku tahun lepas tak berjalan macam yang aku sangka.

•Konon nak jumpa Tiffany Alvord, tak boleh sebab keadaan kewangan tak mengizinkan.
•Nak dapat 1/5 of One Direction, jangan harap. 1/4 of 5 Seconds of Summer pun aku tak dapat.
•Read more english book, not book but e-book. Not feeling good nak baca buku.
•Don't waste time for nothing. Ni success kut. Sebab dalam tahun ni saja belajar banyak benda tapi aku still buang masa. (tak habis tengok anime)
•Do homework after school, ni nak gelak kuat-kuat sebab aku memang tak succeed. Dah time tulis benda ni pun, aku tak sure.
•Get straight A's for pmr. Dapat setengah je. Takpa lah.

So above are my last year's resolution. As you can see, I don't do that much progress *kalau dah malas tu, malas juga*

This year I don't want to think about this resolution thing. Bukan tak ambil kisah, tapi malas nak fikir. Sebab like you can see, apa yang aku tulis bukan aku buat pun.

At the end of this year, aku akan tulis apa progress yang aku dah buat. Then kita tengok apa yang aku dah buat dalam tahun 2014. Good or bad, just wait and see ;)

In this oppurtunity, I want to say thank you so much to my readers and followers because stick to my blog even aku post useless things and tak banyak mana pun. Thank you, thank you. I want to say thank you too to everyone yang mendoakan aku dan rakan-rakan pada hari sebelum pmr tu. I hope next year will be better than this year dan segala yang dihajato akan dimakbulkan. Amin.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU, ASSALAMUALAIKUM


p/s; this post was updated using phone. I'm sorry for grammar mistake and typos.

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