Finally

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah, bersyukur ke hadrat Allah kerana telah memberi aku peluang untuk menduduki Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia. Mudah-mudahan usaha dan ilmu yang telah aku curahkan akan membawa kepada kecemerlangan dalam keputusan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia kelak. InsyaAllah.

Hari ni, 26 November 2015 aku baru sahaja tamat sesi persekolahan + SPM. maigod after this kena fikir pasal uni pulak dah. haha. but that's okay right now i have like 5 to 6 months off before going to uni - give or take. i am so going to use the time as good as possible.

so my friend asked me "so what's your plan?"

haha honestly? i am so going to download all teen wolf from season 1 to season 5A. i have been waiting to re-watch that tv series ever since tv9 stopped airing the series.

then i'm going to read. read. read. lots of books. those books have been waiting for me in my room since september. top up tidur. yes. that's a must. i need all the beauty sleep i can get. and then ANIME. yas i'm gonna get my hands on every anime i can watch. hahaha

but before that hehe, kalau korang ada host any giveaway ke apa, please let me know okay? i want to keep this blog as much update as possible. dah lama pun tak join mana-mana giveaway. i think the last time i did, masa merdeka. yep. that time.

so hooray for me, and congratulations too to those SPM candidates because you have been fighting these whole 2 years for this examination :)

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Tips for spm candidates

Assalamualaikum,

"Spm is just around the corner, so there’s no time to play around anymore!"

That sentence is what I always tell myself every waking hour but my mind seems like can’t take it. There are times when I feel regret on why I didn’t study since I was form 4. If I did back then, I won’t have to repeat the same thing over and over again but still can’t master it. Darn it, addmath.

I still don’t get it. *cries

So here I’m going to share with you some tips I got from my aku janji. Well sebenarnya aku janji dah lama lepas but I don’t have time to update this blog. What I was doing, I don’t even know. Probably because I think this kind of things are not that important. Tapi ilmu tetap ilmu kan. So yeah here we go.

These tips can also be use for those form 4 students yang nak prepare for SPM.

Ada 4S yang penting when you’re finishing high school.

They are;

• Sijil akademik yang cemerlang - spm is waaaay better than stpm keep that in mind

• Sijil kokurikulum – if you’re in form 4, masa form 5 nanti pulun semua jawatan tak kisah la orang cakap kau gila kuasa pun. Asal kau dapat markah kokurikulum tinggi.

• Sijil berhenti sekolah – MAKE A GOOD IMPRESSION TO YOUR TEACHER. So then bila dalam sijil berhenti sekolah tu your teacher will write in attitude column good or cemerlang or whatever it is teacher always rate good students.

• Sara hidup – this is for when you’re after school. Those 3S boleh jamin your sara hidup to be better.

Extra notes;

# minum air madu + lemon – banyak manfaat yang boleh dapat aside from jaga kesihatan, lemon + madu boleh turunkan berat badan juga. HAHAHAHA

# kurangkan minum air gas – bak kata penceramah aku masa tu "otak jadi terencat" dan buah pinggang akan terjejas. Kalau bukan sekarang, masa you all tua nanti.

# banyakkan minum air masak atau lebih baik minum air zam-zam. do you know air zam-zam 120% oksigen, tidak berkeladak unlike air paip dan ada mineral.

# jangan makan jajan / junk food – this type of food yang banyak additive such as msg a.k.a ajinamoto that can lead to ADHD / hyperactive brain and hallucinogen yang akan merangsang halusinasi. Sebab tu selalu berangan dalam kelas HAHA

# jangan dedahkan kepala kepada sinaran ultraviolet / cahaya matahari – sinaran ultraviolet boleh mematikan sel-sel kulit. Kalau nak pakai baju lengan pendek, better put on some sun screen with high SPF value so then kulit korang tak terkena sinaran ultraviolet secara direct.

MESTI INGAT !

1. Setiap manusia ada karamah insaniah – ada kemuliaan
2. Manusia ada potensi, jadi ngan sekat potensi itu. Potensi perlulah dibimbing supaya dapat dikembangkan.
3. Dan yang paling penting; manusia tak dilahirkan bodoh

The last but not least, ingat Allah yang maha Esa. Dia juga yang berikan kita rezeki. Tanpa izin daripada-Nya kita mungkin tidak akan dapat berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat. 

Pada aku, tak payah la korang study sampai pukul 2-3 pagi baru nak tidur. Tabiat ini hanya akan membahayakan diri korang dengan badan yang tak cukup rehat, Daripada korang tak tidur, lebih baik spend your evening time dengan belajar then tidur awal supaya korang dapat tidur 5-6 hours a day. Dalam pukul 3/4 pagi tu bangun lah, time tu confirm masuk apa yang korang belajar.

(aku cakap je for you guys tapi aku tak pernah pun bangun 3/4 pagi lol. that's because aku selalu tidur pukul 12 so I really need my beauty sleep or else, habis lah semua orang bila aku tak cukup tidur.)

Aku mendoakan agar my fellow spm candidates will pass spm with flying colors. Spm sekali seumur hidup, so don't ever think of wasting that opportunity away. Please pray for me too :)

Until I post again,

Assalamualaikum

p/s what's your thought of my new blog's face? hehe

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hello

Assalamualaikum

waaaah it has been a realllllly long time since i last update update this blog. it was on my birthday if i remember correctly. *check last blog post date* 02 April wow it really was 7 months ago guyssss. i'm so sorry for being this inactive.

actually, i really don't have any reason for this inactive-ness. lol is that even a word. but whatever, really i don't have a reason. *guilty*

look, i know what i want to write, i've been setting the draft up in my head but whenever i open the page and saw the blank space *que taylor swift's song* my mind also becoming a blank space. do you ever feel the same as me? i think i've said this before but i just want to know if this is a common problem for a blogger. lol sorry if this is weird. okay.

last friday my school held sambuta hari raya. like every year lah kan. i think every school pun ada jugak. all i can is it's pretty eventful. before the real celebration, the whole school have to study first, yep, study should be every student's top priority right? (and yet i'm writing this entry instead lol)

so yeah lepas dah belajar agama and fizik, mula la preparation for the celebration. but! before that, sesi make-up and then bergambar with the family dulu. featuring a female classmate we called ummi (like what you call your mother) because she's like a mother to us. she take care of us and really sporting.

like this is the first year and the last one, kitorang tangkap gambar together satu kelas you know. memang serious best. like macam-macam posing, kerenah nak kena gelak, kena layan. lol. very sporting.

i'm not gonna attach any picture because i'm too lazy to transfer those picture into laptop. lol sorry i can't help it.

then susun kerusi, susun makanan, ambik makanan yang dah order; those kind of preparation. after that mula la the real celebration. makan, jalan-jalan ronda sekolah tanrigkap gambar with literally everyone. haha.

darn i'm so going to miss this. last year sambut raya di sekolah haha. the happiness of celebrating eidulfitri with classmates, schoolmates, tuition mates. hahahahahahaha okbye.

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haaaa lately i've watching lots of anime. everytime it's school holiday or weekend, i'll download loads of anime series and watch them in a day or several days. i can't help it! this weekend is durarara!! turn. so i've downloaded the whole first and seconds seasons series. darn, the closer the spm date, the more lazy i get. what've gotten in me!?

i think i'm done for now. please pray for my trial (which is in 3 weeks!!!) i really need to do real revision. hahahaha okbye ,.

assalamualaikum 

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2015 so far

finally./ˈfʌɪnəli/
adverb after a long time, typically when there has been difficulty or delay.

finally i can get my hands on blogger.com and start typing an entry. finally, after the last one - last month. a month with no update. this caused by two things.

1. no wifi
2. no time

seriously, baru tiga minggu sekolah. tiga minggu. tiga. minggu. 15 hari. untuk aku, 14 la sebab aku ada ponteng sehari. baru sekolah dah ponteng. ponteng atas sebab tertentu alright. okay, so tiga minggu. i've been really busy se-busy-busy-nya. baru tiga minggu, tapi kerja sekolah dah berlambak-lambak. nak kena hantar pada hari yang sama pula tu.

serious tahun ni kena kejar masa sekejar-kejarnya.

hari sabtu ahad sekarang dah tak macam dulu. dulu boleh relax, chilling around in the house, tengok tv, surfing internet. but this year, buka mata terus buka buku. bukan aku la, tapi ada la orang lain. maybe. tapi still, dalam tiga minggu ni aku tidur pukul 10pm memanjang. penat kut. even dah tidur petang pun, malam after finish the homework, terus pejam mata. percaya tak aku siapkan homework? *angkat kening double jerk*

tahun lepas, tak. degil gila. pukul 3am pun tak reti-reti nak tidur. naik senior tahun ni, padan muka aku. tak cukup-cukup tidur.

kenapa tak ada siapa warning aku jadi senior ni memenatkan?

aku ingatkan best. yela. senior. senpai. dengar pun dah macam wah, bestnya! setahun lagi nak habis sekolah. tapi tengok la dalam setahun tu parah jugak lah nak menghabiskan hari-hari sekolah tu. stress memanjang. rasa nak baling kerusi meja je.

budak kelas aku pulak tak siuman. kerja nyanyi memanjang. bukan semua la, ada la setengah dari lelaki-lelaki dalam kelas aku tu. even cikgu tengah bercakap pun diorang boleh menyanyi. dah la duduk belakang aku. aku la yang jadi pendengar setia suara katak diorang tu. duduk kelas sains, perangai tak pape. cikgu pun ramai cakap macam bukan budak sains. lol. ada dua tiga kali jugak la aku snap at them. yela, orang nak buat kerja, dia menyanyi je. don't make me rip your throats out using my teeth.

nasib baik belum start tuisyen lagi. kalau dah daftar tuisyen nanti, lagi la langsung tak ada masa. siang malam jadul penuh. kalau bekerja orang panggil workaholic. kalau belajar ?

so a little note to kouhai, junior, belajar guna masa dengan bijak. jangan jadi macam aku. bila dah senior baru nak get use to time.

assalamualaikum.,

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free

setelah hampir satu tahun bertungkus-lumus buat kerja sekolah, dengar cikgu berucap setaip hari di tapak perhimpunan, akhirnya hari ini tamatlah persekolahan bagi 2014. aku tak tahu nak rasa happy atau sedih sebab tahun depan aku senior year. which means spm. sobs.

but now i don't want to talk about it. darn, i don't even know macam mana format diorang. katanya addmath ada kbat la. ok, tu biar tahun depan punya urusan. aku cuma perlu bersedia, yes.

alhamdulillah, untuk batch pertama yang ada ujian amali instead of kertas 3 untuk subjek fizik, kimia, bio, i'm glad to declare experiment berganda kali senang daripada kertas 3.

i'm gonna tell you serba sedikit about ujian amal for form 3 yang tahun depan form 4 kan. jangan terkejut pula haha

masa pertama kali aku masuk makmal fizik - sebab tu subjek amali pertama aku - i can feel myself shaking in nervousness. gila tak nervous. before this we always done an experiment in group. tup tup time exam kena buat sorang-sorang. menggeletar juga lah.

biasanya bunsen burner aku suruh orang lain tolong on kan, tapi kali ni kena buat sendiri. tu yang shaking tu. nasib baik first try dah boleh on. if not, aku tak tahu la nak minta tolong cikgu ke apa. then everything went well. memang best lah. walaupun tak boleh bercakap - sebab exam kan - tapi aku dengan orang sebelah aku bercakap juga. maklumlah, semua kitorang buat sama-sama lol.

then last day chemistry. rasa macam scientist pula sebab kitorang punya eksperimen penitratan; titration. so nak kena titik acid masuk dalam bes, guna fenolftalein, tengok bes tu tukar warna from pink to colourless bila dah neutral. best lah

eksperimen garam paling tak puas hati. sebab kitorang diberi serbuk x. then 1 kena campur dengan ammonia and 1 kena campur dengan natrium. aku punya natrium larut, ammonia tak larut. so i just put the serbuk x as aluminium. tup tup jawapan dia zink. sakit hati je sebab zink sepatutnya dua-dua larut. memang confuse habis lah. ada orang yang dua-dua tak larut.

tapi serious best. lepas dah habis buat eksperiment semua, aku ada masa lagi setengah jam. jadi disebabkan kebosanan yang melampau, aku campur garam dengan ammonia, then letak fenolftalein. memang merapu gila haha

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tadi ada bengkel bahasa computer daripada pelajar-pelajar unisel and i really really like it! diorang ajar basic html, everything that i've known tapi code memang tak sama langsung. i mean, kalau macam blogger kita nak letak background, warna tulisan pe semua, kita guna <style> tag kan? tapi ni tak. dia cam pelik and idk how to explain haha

memang best lah. abang fasi yang ajar aku and liza memang baik plus penyabar gila. everything yang dia ajar tu boleh faham la. kawan dia cakap, "fokus tau, ni antara pelajar terbaik kat unisel." hahaha yes, i'm focus! i can know how to preview the template i designed without using internet. just guna notepad sahaja. amazing, right? benda yang kita nampak macam remeh tu sebenarnya sangat berguna :)

idk la i thinkg i'm gonna take ict in the future and i already told my dad this, but he said no. typical parents will say that, honestly.

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congrats tu spm candidates yang dah terlepas dari azab sekolah menengah haha lepas ni dah free for 3 months - if tak masuk plkn lah - pergi cari kerja and do your best in the future!

adios amigos. thanks for reading this very long entry. it has been a long time since aku buat entri panjang camni haha

assalamualaikum x

p/s: kuasa veto my ayah membuatkan kitorang kena duduk terengganu for the whole december

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:B

basically

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D <- this is not a sarcasm im really happy because exam is over - not really but whatever

so exam yang perlukan kitorang duduk berjam-jam dalam kelas dah habis dan aku rasa bahagia sekejap. lagi bahagia kalau aku tak payah jawab soalan addmath tadi. rasa macam nak koyak je kertas tu.the hardest addmath, chemist and akaun la bagi aku. semua yang kira-kira ni memang aku angkat white flag awal-awal.

after this tinggal ujian amali je and im really grateful aku ambil sains akaun sebab ujian amali ada 2 je and no biologi. yes. tapi ujian diorang katanya folio je so senang ah. kot.

result memang tak nak cerita lah. lagipun belum dapat lagi, so let's leave it like that.

my friends from class other than science already finish their exam so saying im a little jealous is understatement.

ok rasanya dah takde apa, oh good luck to spm candidates. i know im late but whatever. good luck, you're going to need that.

auf wiedersehen. assalamualaikum.

p/s: naruto shippuden dah habis. what do i do now :(

i may or may not grounded for the rest of my life

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exam week

Two weeks no school. If you listen closely, you can hear my heart screaming in joy!

Finally a break from school and exam. But after that, I’ll have 4 papers more. Akaun, chemistry, add math and physics. Haih tough subjects. I don’t know if I can handle them. Lucky for those who only have 3 papers left.

I know now all form 3 students scream in joy because PT3 is over. But I heard they’ll have another exam. PBS? Well good luck on that.

Just so you know, form 4 is not a honeymoon year. I’m sorry for breaking the news. But being a form 4 student is just really really hard time for you. You have to make up your mind on what stream you want to do. Pray hard, study hard, aim for A’s in spm and don’t be like me. But most of all; have fun. That’s what you should do.

Heh. Just talking ain’t gonna bring you nowhere. Prove that you can do it, and that’s something.

If you plan on taking prinsip perakaunan, I advise you do not procrastinate on your project. You’re going to flunk. I s2g.

So, yeah study tu study jugak, solat jangan tinggal. Have fun tu mesti. Karang focus sangat tak pasal-pasal jadi zombie.

Ok. Good luck. You’re going to need that.

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salam ramadhan

Assalamualaikum

i'm sorry if i'm late but i don't think i am.

alhamdulillah tahun ini dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik dan nyawa yang panjang dari Allah untuk kita berpuasa dan kumpul pahala pada bulan yang penuh pengampunan ini. semoga kita dapat menggunakan peluang yang ada untuk perkara yang dapat memberi syafaat kepada kita di akhirat kelak. insya'Allah.

salam ramadhan al-mubarak to my family, friends, every muslim around the world. may Allah ease everything and may your patience will be reward with heaven. insya'Allah.

plus this is a good chance on catching up with fifa. because you can sahur while watching your fave team's match. hehe.

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last friday we have this parents teacher's day. and it got me nervous because i don't know what the teachers will say to my mom. plus my mom arrive at 11.15 am, which is pretty late.

when it our turn, and i've been sweating for no reason, but it turn out that the teachers said i'm very quiet in class. the first thing i think when my account teacher say that is,

"haha you've been lied!"

i'm sorry, but i can't help it. i don't deny what they said is true, either. that's because i'm very quiet when teachers are teaching but got very loud when teachers wasn't around. so i guess i have two personalities? yeah. hehe.

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yesterday my family and i went to watch transformers: age of extinction. to whoever who hasn't watch it yet, you should! the movie IS very amazing and you wouldn't regret it! i swear it'll never get you bored. oh my god, you don't know how much my fingers want to type all the spoilers, but that'll be bad of me.

so i don't have anything else to be writing here, i guess this is a goodbye? until we meet again, lovelies :)

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Assalamualaikum

so lately asyik tukar design blog je because semua yang aku guna / edit aku rasa macam tak lawa. or cepat bosan. ni pun aku tak tahu sampai bila aku boleh tahan before i get bored ._. but i think this is my favorite theme at the moment because i actually struggle to make the pop up box work. so congrats to me for doing such a good job.

result is already out. alhamdulillah my result is getting better. at first rasa berdebar je bila cikgu masuk kelas bawa kertas exam. but the anxiousness disappear when i know my result is not bad like the last time. thank you to everyone who is there for me, teaching me patiently, answered all my questions. your patience is the key to my success.

this week sepatutnya tak ada cuti pun, sekolah sampai ahad. but heck, memang tak lah aku nak pergi sekolah hari ahad. dah la ada sukan je - which i don't take any part at all. this year tak ada geng. if fatin was here, we'll get into perbarisan. dia pun dah takde, so aku lone ranger dalam rumah hang tuah tu. it's okay, tuah. i'll be cheering from the house *smirk*

i want to write something. i already have the idea. but i'm such a failure when it comes to intro. so i guess not :(

so before i was asleep, aku ada idea nak update apa. tapi bila dah tidur, everything in my mind went to fly over somewhere else. so until we meet again.

this is not a goodbye.
assalamualaikum.

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Aimless

The thing about being human is we never keep promises. Especially when it's about time. We never be at the promised place on time. Even in a meeting we still can be late. That's why we don't deserve asking for more time because we already waste too much.

Manusia tak pernah bersyukur.

Assalamualaikum

Ceh, macam cakap dengan cermin sebab aku pun selalu buat macam tu. Janji pukul 10 tapi pukul 10 tu baru nak bersiap. Dan sampai kat tempat yang dijanjikan 10 minit kemudian. Tahu tak dalam masa 10 minit tu macam-macam boleh jadi dekat kawan yang tengah menunggu tu?

So don't waste your time over stupid little things. Ada kebaikan dan keburukan dalam lambat ni. Tapi rasanya lagi banyak keburukan. Contohnya, kena maki dengan orang yang menunggu. HAHA.
Peringatan ini dibawa khas oleh NLIZMA yang tak pernah tepati masa.

End of story about time.

School. Sekolah. Satu perkataan yang aku tak berapa nak suka. Because when we heard the word "school" our mind like automatically think about 'bangun awal' 'kerja sekolah' 'cikgu'.

I seriously hate school. I don't hate education. I just simply hate school. You know that's two different thing. I don't know how to explain, but it's different........ you know.

Today really pissed me off. Thing about school and a friend of mine. I hate thursday.

Assalamualaikum. Adios amigos.

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coming soon

Assalamualaikum

Peperiksaan Menengan Rendah atau lebih dikenali sebagai PMR dah semakin dekat. Mengikut kiraan yang telah dibuat oleh kawan-lawan aku, lagi 25 hari. Tapi aku masih juga seperti dulu. Buat-buat tak ambil kisah. Sebab lagi aku fikir pasal benda tu, lagi serabut otak aku.

Disebabkan tak nak fikir pasal PMR tu, aku just concentrate on belajar je. Buat-buat macam aku belajar untuk PMR yang lagi 4-5 bulan. Dan definisi bagi belajar bagi aku ialah duduk dengan kawan, buka buku, buat latihan, tanya bila tak faham. Standard aku buat macam tu untuk mathematics je. Sebab itu subjek yang paling aku lemah. Tak suka, tapi kena cuba survive untuk 25 hari ni.

31/8 pergi tengok wayang dengan Bat and Sab. Ayah Bat drive. Hajat nak pergi The Curve, tapi jammed tak gerak-gerak. Lepas tu decided to go to the One Utama je. Wayang start pukul 7, kitorang sampai pukul 6. Beli tiket. Satu jam jalan-jalan around the One Utama. 6. 50 masuk balik, beli popcorn, masuk panggung.

Cerita: This Is Us. One Direction punya biography. 3D. Best sangat. Rasa nak tengok lagi. Lagi. Lagi dan lagi. Tapi PMR, so lupakan je.

4/9 pinjam DVD dari Sab. Cerita: Conjuring. Tengok dengan Disaster Five dekat rumah aku. Hi-Fi turned to high volume, suara hantu tu menjerit sampai tiga buah rumah boleh dengar. Best sangat-sangat. Serious tak tipu.

6/9 Ikah and Ila tak datang, Iffah pun sama. Which mean aku lonely. All I’ve done was ambil buku KH, jalan pergi kelas RK1 sebab aku memang belajar KH dekat situ. Aku dan separuh dari budak kelas tu. Budak kelas aku yang lain yang ambil Perdagangan dan Keusahawanan, pilihan 4 belajar dekat bilik jahitan. Dengan budak kelas RK1 juga. Buat paper set 2 KH, dapat 43/60. Takpa, ada kemajuan. Alhamdulillah.

Kelas aku dan RK1 tu jaraknya bersamaan dengan satu padang bola sepak. Aku kena keliling satu sekolah tu baru boleh sampai kelas. Serious tak tipu. Sampai je dekat kelas, ustazah tengah mengajar. 3 helai kertas yang ustazah bagi tu, 2 helai diorang dah siap bincang. Serious aku dah ketinggalan. Tapi takpa, sebab lepas tu aku revise balik dengan Hanim.

Pergi rehat dengan Al and Fatin. Makan keropok lekor dan air coco. Macam biasa. Berborak tak ingat dunia. Masuk kelas lepas 5 minit waktu rehat tamat. Macam biasa Al dengan Fatin hantar balik ke kelas.

Sampai dekat kelas, time sejarah. Cikgu tak ada. Bosan tahap petala kelapan sebab dua masa. Duduk dekat tempat sendiri, ambil buku The Book of Tomorrow dan baca.Orang sebelah dengan belakang tak datang, jadi aku just duduk diam dan baca buku novel tu. Shariz dua tiga kali lalu sebelah aku sambil pegang kertas maths yang cikgu bagi.

Satu couple yang aku pernah sound sebab pegang tangan tu sibuk berborak dengan kawan-kawan dia. Sakit mata, sakit hati. Aku sound diorang, diorang buat lagi. Depan aku pulak tu. Saja nak menunjuk yang diorang tu buat dosa. Haih, jahiliah moden lah katakan. Nak je aku sound lagi.

Tiba-tiba Shariz berdiri dekat meja sebelah aku. Aku pandang dia dan dia tengah pegang kertas maths dengan dia punya pencil case. Dia cakap, "Nak duduk sini. Sana bising. Boleh?" aku angguk je. Sebenarnya apa yang dia cakap aku dengar sama-samar je. Sebab earphone dari awal dah sumbat telinga.

"Baca novel?"

Angguk. Dia minta tengok tajuk.

"The book of tomorrow." Dia sebut. Lepas tu dia pandang kertas dia balik dan aku kembali menatap buku dekat tangan.

Aku ternampak perempuan-perempuan dekat depan aku pandang jeling-jeling. Maybe dalam hati diorang, "eleh, cakap orang. Dia pun sama." aku buat-buat tak nampak je. Diorang tak tahu yang jarak aku dengan Shariz  satu kerusi boleh letak which mean agak jauh. Aku okay je duduk sebelah lelaki as long as we don’t touch each other and that guy tak kacau pembacaan aku.

Tak lama lepas tu, aku feel mengantuk tahap giga and I fell asleep. 15 minit, cikgu still tak masuk. Otak dah tepu, so aku decided untuk buat kerja maths tu. Agak lama jugalah aku berguru dengan Shariz nak siapkan kertas maths tu. Dia pun sabar je layan perangai kasar + banyak tanya aku. Nasib badan dapat kawan perempuan macam aku.

Based on the entry, aku rasa korang tahu kut aku jenis orang yang macam mana. Selalu tak ambil kisah pasal benda penting. The last but not least, for the coming soon PMR, aku harap aku boleh survive. Tak sabar nak habis, merdeka for awhile before masuk form 4. Haih, the feeling lah. Goosebumps.

I'm so sorry I can't tell you. I'm not ready and I'm so afraid. I just don't want you to look at me in different perspective. I'm truly sorry...

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