First time gastric pain

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As the title said, yes I got my first gastric pain last week. I saw my friends have had this kind of pain before and it looks painful, not gonna lie. She could not even sit straight up. Now I know how it felt like.

The first day I had it was on 12th January. I was so lucky the pain started right after I had my quiz, or else I wouldn't have survived. I went in and out of the toilet 3 times. The pain was bearable at first but then it started to grow. The day before it, I didn't eat for the whole day except for dinner where my friend and I ate shawarma and I also ate buttermilk chicken rice. I didn't think anything as my friend also ate the shawarma and she was fine.

But then I can't sit or walk for the whole day and night. The only time I didn't feel any pain was when I was asleep. But then the pain was still there whenever I woke up. Let's just say I sleep restlessly for the whole day and night. I only woke up to pray and ate a little instant porridge and that's it. My friend bought me moi sup (nasi air or bubur orang Melayu selalu panggil I think, idk kat perlis we call this moi sup) for my dinner and the sambal was a little spicy. I ate a few spoons and went back to sleep.

The next day on 13th January, the pain was still there. Although not as painful as before, the pain was still ever-present. My friend bought me rice and savoury chicken. I did not know you cannot eat rice when you're having gastric pain. I ate half of it and then I was done. I did my assignment, play some games and took several naps.

When the third day came and the pain was still there, my parent asked me to go to the clinic. I did, and yep my fear came true. I had food poisoning and gastric. I did not know where the food poisoning came from because my friend ate the same thing I did. But then she had her breakfast while I skipped and only ate dinner. Gastric was one thing I did not want but it happened.

I have been eating once per day for a long time now. It was my own fault and no one else. I skipped breakfast and lunch every day all because I was too lazy to go out and buy something to eat... please don't be like me. Value yourself more. I usually had my lunch very late at 4-5pm and did not eat dinner after that. Sometimes I just had a light meal of instant noodles or instant porridge. It was not enough.

The point here is to not skip your meal no matter how busy you are. Always have a snack right by your side and eat it! Eating is the most important thing. I didn't think much of eating because I felt it waste of my time. I can do a lot more than go walking to the cafe to buy some food. Also my weight increases every time I weigh myself, so I never thought I can get gastric. Well, I thought wrong. 

Do any of you have gastric too? I'm eating oat now for breakfast and it was so bland. I did not know how to make it taste good. If you have any suggestions, feels free to share them with me :)

Until I write again,

Assalamualaikum

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February recap & What to look for in March?

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This time I am going to write for a short entry. The reason of I'm writing this is for making up all the lost entries that I should have post in February 😅

Here are some things I did / learn in February on my way to complete 2017 resolutions;

• I went to 2 Islamic talks that had been held at my uni to feed my spiritual need;
  The first one was from Dr. Zakir Naik and the second one was a Forum Perdana that was held while it's being live at TV1 and a recorded forum is going to be aired during Ramadan (?) if I'm not mistaken. Both talks are super amazing, educational and I immensely enjoy it!
  
• In regard of saving money, sadly I didn't manage to save any as desperate times call for desperate measures - I've got to use my saving money no matter how much I didn't want to. Well, it's partly my fault for spending my pocket money on food. Lots of food. Sigh.
  
• Big news is I managed to finish reading a book. Yep just a book and it's pretty extravagant for a slow reader like me. I just have to cramp a reading here and there between my studying and ta-da I got to finish it. Super happy! The book that I read was Harry Potter and the Cursed Child (part 1 and part 2) that I purchased back in January.
  It was my first time reading an original stage play - type of book, and I'm disappoint to say that I did not enjoy it. Harry Potter is one of my all time favorite book series but this time it didn't manage to be in my favorite book list ;(

taken with potato ._.

I did say I want to keep this post short, so let's move on to what I am looking for in March!

• I just start my final exam yesterday 😰 I'm taking 6 subjects this sem, so 4 more papers to go! Please wish me luck guys - I'm going to very need it u.u I'm hope I'll do well on those 4 papers are they required me to read all those notes and hm, I'm a slow reader... so yeah let's see how it goes, shouldn't we?
  
• I'm going to be home in less than 2 weeks! Yeay it has been a long time since I was home. Approximately 2 months since I'm home and yep, I miss my family so much I can't wait to meet them next week~
  
• My sem break is going to be 2 months and half - which I really am grateful since I get to catch up with anime, movies and books that have been piling up in my laptop and shelf. I'm just going to hope that I won't slack off from updating this blog regularly when I'm on sem break - psh just face it, I'm going to abandon this blog at some points 😑

Well, those are the only things that I can think off on how to spend my sem break and what to look for in March. Maybe I'll update this entry when I get an idea on how to spend my break productively.

What are you looking for in March? Share your plans in my comment box below :D

Until I write again 👋

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Ultimate life rant: Kenapa kurus?

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Hari ni rasa macam nak membebel sikit la. Bukan sekali dua aku asyik terfikir nak buat entry ni, tapi banyak kali juga la. Tapi setelah fikir lebih banyak kebaikan untuk aku dan semua, lebih baik aku buat jugak la.

Author's note: Semua yang aku tulis di sini adalah dari pengalaman aku dan bukan bertujuan untuk menunjuk tapi untuk menjelaskan soalan yang selalu orang tanya sampai rasa berbuih dah mulut ni nak jawab. *ceh macam retis ke idok

Please take note than I am an almost 19 years old girl with 16.9 BMI.

"Kenapa kurus?"

"Macam mana boleh kurus?"

"Tak makan ke?"

Soalan-soalan di atas ni acap kali juga ditujukan kepada aku. Mana-mana pun aku pergi mesti akan ada yang tanya salah satu dari soalan ni. Dan ada jugak yang paling rare tanya aku ada "bela sesuatu" ke. Jawapan kepada soalan tu semestinya tidak sama sekali! Nauzubillah...

First of all, I want to say that I was told by one of my aunts that I inherit my mother's body build when she was my age. I've done some research that

"Some aspects of shape and size, it turns out, are more closely tied to genes than others."Source: active.com

This is one of the reasons kenapa aku kurus. Sekarang dah boleh tanya your mother okay, macam mana your mother's punya badan when she was your age. Tapi aku tak rasa this is applied to all of you, maybe kalau you banyak sisters it only inherit to one of your sister je. But for me, my sister and I dua-dua kurus but she's slightly taller than me with 160cm height. That's why comparing to me, she looks skinnier.

Secondly, ada juga yang tanya aku makan atau tak. Erm, macam orang selalu cakap "makan untuk hidup, hidup untuk makan!" Of course la aku makan, just not as much as other people. Sometimes I will take a scoop of rice and then ayam goreng or a type of food je. Memang makan sikit, tapi bila makan masakan mak, wajib makan banyak hehehe 

Ada pula yang cakap mak aku tak bagi makan, like excuse me, you yang tak bagi I makan. My mom always feed her children, so tak payah nak salahkan my mom bagi makan or not. Sakit hati juga bila kena tanya macam ni tapi apa nak buat... senyum dan jawab je la yang mampu.

Lagi satu bab makan ni, ada masa aku akan makan macam untuk berdua dan ada masa aku makan macam budak punya saiz hidangan. Aku amat sensitif bila bab makan ni because

• Kalau aku banyak kali sendawa that's mean aku dah start lapar and kena makan cepat-cepat before masuk angin. Haha kalau dah sakit perut tu memang kena muntah baru lega.
• Kalau time tengah makan and I feel very full even makan sikit je, I really need to stop or I will risk myself to get sick again. Kadang-kadang makan tak sampai suku pun dah kena stop otherwise memang muntah la jawabnya.

Underweight people is also famous for our speedy metabolism. Tak sempat nak buat lemak dah hilang ._. Constantly lapar tu ye juga but I'm the type yang tak makan makanan berat on certain times such as waktu tengah malam and yeah I don't do breakfast. After I discover bila aku makan pagi, aku akan sakit perut jadi aku kurangkan bersarapan - this is very unhealthy so please don't do this if you value your life *cakap tak serupa bikin sorry

Aku rasa sampai sini je la sis nak bebel. Selalu kalau orang duk cakap depan aku "eee kurusnya kau" rasa macam nak balas je "suka hati aku la nak gemuk ke kurus ke. Siapa kau nak judge?"

Aku tahu ramai yang akan fikir jadi kurus ni banyak untung sebab boleh pakai baju apa je. EXCUSE ME, even when we wear the normal size clothes we still feel like the clothes hanging on us. Some people do find small size clothes uncomfortable!

SKINNY SHAMING IS A REAL THING. NO ONE SHOULD FEEL GUILTY FOR BEING SKINNIER THAN OTHERS.

Kau punya "untung la kurus" tu bukan boleh bawa pergi mana pun. We do have thousands of disadvantages  such as weak immune system, can't lift heavy stuff, people quick to think we're sick or having eating disorder while in fact we can't help being skinny when most of the time it came from our gene.

Orang melayu punya typical thinking when people say "beautiful" is

• kulit putih melepak who are more likely to get skin cancer because believe it or not, Malaysia is freaking hot and skin cancer is 10th most common cancer in Malaysia - source: thestar
• obsession to be kurus dalam masa seminggu!!!

Important reminder to every woman out there:

As long as you're comfortable in your skin, in your body, you're as beautiful as you are!

"Indeed, We have created the human being upon the best of forms. Then we reduced him to the lowest of the low, except those who believe and do good, for they shall have an unending reward. So who henceforth will give the lie to you about the judgment? Is not Allah the Best of Judges? [Sūrah al-Tīn: 4-8]"

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UPU

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Macam yang semua tahu, semalam keputusan UPU dah keluar kan. Tapi sebelum tu ada yang bagi unofficial link untuk check keputusan. Aku tak guna pun unofficial link tu sebab niat dalam hati memang nak tunggu jugak sampai pukul 12 tengahari. 

Tepat je pukul 12 tu, aku pun pergi la buka laman web UPU, sekali dia bagi "500 Internal Server Error". Aku pun macam, okay faham ramai orang nak check jugak kan. Jadi aku pun rileks la dulu kan. Nanti boleh check lagi.

Tepat pukul 12: 04 tengahari, UPU tu mesej aku, kata aku berjaya ditawarkan Program Dipoma dekat Universiti Malaysia Perlis. Masa dapat mesej tu, memang aku berdebar gila. Firstly, fikir tak sangka dapat universiti kat sana. Secondly, sebab jauh gila dari rumah - aku bukanlah seorang yang reti berdikari, masa pergi KLCC pun tersalah naik train ಡ_ಡ. Lepas tu aku bagitahu kakak dengan mak aku. Dorang pun macam, "lah kenapa jauh sangat". Sebab kalau boleh memang mak aku nak aku belajar dekat-dekat je. Kalau kat Johor ke, okay la jugak kan.

Banyak kali jugak la fikir nak pergi ke tak sebab ayah aku kerja kat Sabah, jadi dia tak dapat la nak hantar aku masuk uni. Mak aku pulak tak reti bawak kereta, so bab pengangkutan tu payah sikit la.

Tapi, alhamdulillah bersyukur sangat-sangat walaupun jauh, aku dapat jugak la tawaran buat diploma tu. Dan bersyukur juga sebab ada abang saudara yang belajar kat sana, so apa-apa hal boleh minta tolong dia. Mula-mula ingatkan dapat course Kejuruteraan Komputer, sama dengan abang saudara aku tu. Tapi tak, aku dapat Kejuruteraan Metalurgi. 

Aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku pilih course tu sebagai pilihan ketiga masa apply UPU haritu (｡･_･｡)

Bila keluarga, kawan-kawan semua tanya kej. metalurgi tu apa, aku jawab "metal. black metal. dan heavy metal." haha okay, hambar. Belajar pasal logam, ngadap kimia lagi. Okay tu je. Bye ✧✧

p/s i; InsyaAllah, 29 Mei ni pergi daftar pastu terus masuk first sem.

p/s ii; nanti rindu family, rindu kucing, first time tak puasa sama-sama ಥ_ಥ

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A little update

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Hi sorry for the lack of entries. Dalam entry yang lepas – which was 2 weeks ago – aku pernah tulis "I'm such a lazy bum when it comes to updating my blog" – or something like that, and this is the proof. The reason behind this is I don't know what to write about. Sometimes I got an idea, but whenever I open my dashboard, it's as if all my idea evaporated to god knows where.

Sometimes I want to update about my life, but then the realization of me leading such a boring life struck me harder than ever. I didn't go out like some other people, I'm just sitting here quietly in my home, always reading an e-book or manga on my phone, and whenever I feel a lil bit creative I'll probably draw something – of course it didn't come out often. That's basically my life nowadays. Where people around my age are currently busy with jobs, or go outing with their friends, I'm sitting here on this very house surfing internet, or playing with my kitten. Yes, that's how I spend my time lately.

I actually have 2 books that need reading. I bought one of them last year and I still haven't got a chance to read it. I'm that kind of person who will get influenced by what others said easily. So when I see a review about that novel that said it wasn't as satisfying as I imagine, I just stop thinking and put it aside. That's one of the bad habits that I wish I didn't possessed.

As you can see, I change my blog theme (again). Oh god, this is like 5 times I change my design just in this year – and it's just less than four months. If you're here to see me using the same theme in three months and above, I'm sorry to disappoint you but that won't happen. I don't know but there's always something I found unsatisfying. It's not like I don't like the last design, but I just found it kind of stuffy?

I'm so devastated to tell you I forgot to download my full template before uploading the new one ಥ_ಥ I'm so sad I've put so many effort in making it work but I made a mistake that made it disappear forever. I don't even manage to print-screen it ಢ_ಥ

Maybe there are too many colors for my liking. I'm the one who loves simplicity and minimalism, so maybe it's one of a factor I decide to change this blog's theme. Some people may prefer their blog colorful, but I like black and white theme. Somehow it makes me feel at ease.

I'm thinking of giving people these codes of my designs – whether they are blogskins or template designer. Maybe you can use them for your blog or may help you designing your blog. I don't know really, feel free to use them. I actually saved some of them for some reasons I didn't know. Maybe I can put them in the extra in my navigation. We will just have to wait and see then.

Last night I watched this Korean movie. I don't always watch Korean movies, because of some reasons and mentality, people always say Korean drama or movie always consist of tears. But this movie totally change my perception towards Korean movie. The title of the movie is "The Scam". It's totally catch my interest when it comes to thriller or anything involve computer, really. After missed the first 15 minutes of the movie, I stayed and watch the movie till the end and it's surprisingly good! Overall, I rate it 9.5/10 for the plot and idea.

I'm also thinking of doing challenge such as 10 days challenge. Maybe that's the only way to keep my blog alive. I'm still looking for challenges that I can afford doing and won't back out last minute. Hopefully, I will find the right one.

Until then,

Assalamualaikum.

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18th Birthday

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Happy April and happy birthday to me! Yeah I'm finally 18 years old.

Haha I don't know but ever since I start secondary school, I can't wait to be 18 years old. Maybe because since that time I always went out with my friends to watch movies on cinema and always frustrated because we couldn't watch 18 rated films. Some of horror movies are made for 18 years old, so it's pretty hard for us to lie our ages. Haha.

Even after we turn 18, the cashier still asked for our IC 😢

So I want to share to you some of the wishes I got from my friends. Last night memang tidur lambat sebab duk balas WhatsApp, tweets dorang ni 😂 Adoi comel je semua wishes dorang ni haha

ni ex-classmates last year.

rindu semuaaa ;-; even though dah kenal 2-3 tahun tapi eja nama aku liyana juga

siap panggil opah lagi (ada cerita di sebalik panggilan tu) hahahaha

dia ni tak nak kalah sokmo hahaha

who's my lover? *hide*

Yang kat instagram pun ada jugak, tepek kat situ muka buruk aku zaman sekolah tak cukup umur lagi sobs sobs. By the way thank you semuaaa sayang dia orang ni lebih hahaha

Then I requested my mom to cook my favorite meals and she bought me red velvet cake - knowing it's my favorite!

Alhamdulillah syukur atas nikmat yang diberi oleh Allah, tuhan yang Maha Esa because giving me this chance to live in this world since I was born until now, blessing me with these friends and family that I have right now.

I'm praying for me to be a better person than I was, be more organized and be more thankful with what I have right now.

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This is just a random thought but i'm thinking of opening online store via Instagram, but I don't know yet. I asked my mom and a friend and they said I should go for it. But hmm, maybe I'll think some more before making any decision 😊

Haih berapa banyak kali dah tukar layout asyik tak berkenan je. Lepas ni malas dah nak tukar. Kalau you all perasan, layout ni sama dengan yang before I use blogskins. Header pun ambil yang sama je. Cuma tukar perkataan je haha. (Eleh cakap je nanti tukar juga adoi)

Vector at the sidebar is made by me using photoshop 

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Meet The Author: Sarah J. Maas

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Okay so I should have type out this entry last week but I was so tired and lots of things went wrong that made me unable to post this entry last week. This is kind of an ""old"" story, so I'm going to type this in past tense – or rojak tense I don’t know grammar anymore.

I knew about this Asia tour was from a Booktuber on instagram. I saw a post of Throne of Glass book and saw her caption saying Sarah J Maas was going to come to Malaysia. I was so ecstatic! I bought her book last year. At the moment, I was contemplating whether to buy Maze Runner box set or The Fifth Wave box set. So I opened a new tab on my browser and went to goodreads.com to find a review. Then I stumbled upon someone’s profile (I forgot what was the username I’m very sorry) I saw one of her bookshelves with label “badass female protagonist” and it caught my interest.

To be completely honest, it has been a long time since I want to read such a good book with strong female protagonist. I think it’s really cool that a female defend herself and don’t act like damsel in distress and just waiting for knight in shining armour. I just scroll through the bookshelf and the cover of Throne of Glass really caught my attention. Down below is the cover of the novel ↓

Please take a note that I am someone who’s judging a book by its cover. Sorry not sorry :P 

Actually, it was my first time bought books through online. It’s debookroom.com you can get lots of novels there with cheaper price. (Believe me; I’ve compared the price with Kinokuniya and Popular) (This is not paid review hahaha) And purchased Throne of Glass and Crown of Midnight. (I used my last year saki baki duit raya lol)

Okay so, back to the title, I was freak the hell out and asked a friend of mine - whose mother is working at Bank Simpanan Nasional which is just literally next to KLCC - for her to get Sarah’s signature for me. But unfortunately, her mother wasn’t working on that day, so I literally lost my hope. Then my mom said “pergi naik train.” And I was like “really? You’re going to let me go by train?”

I had never go anywhere by train except with my mom.

So it truly baffled me that she would suggest that! So I ask other friends who could accompany me. But sadly they’re not available on the day. Again, it made me sad. So, I just open Twitter app and tweet this ↓

It feels really weird. It looks like I don't have any friends.

Fortunately, one of my ex-schoolmates said she can go with me! I was like, Alhamdulillah thank you Allah for create such amazing friends for me. So yeah, my dad sent us at the nearest train station and we bought train tickets – blab la bla – you know the procedure of waiting and getting into train until we reached KL Sentral then we took LRT to KLCC.

We arrived at 8.30 a.m kot. It was really early. Most of the stores haven’t open yet. There was a stage with Samsung Galaxy S7 Edge launching event sign and I remembered one of my friends tweeted something about a Korean celebrity came to Malaysia. At the moment I forget who it was so I search the tweet back and bam! It was Lee Kwang Soo.

The event for book signing was taken at 11 a.m, so because we are really early, we hang out around the stage while waiting for lee kwang Soo. I mean, who don’t want to see a real Korean celebrity with your own eyes kan? But until 10 a.m he hadn’t arrived, so we went up to Kinokuniya and the worker gave us numbers for our turn. Sarah also hadn’t arrived yet, so we went to get breakfast first.

After for a looong time, finally Sarah J. Maas in the flesh! She was with her husband too. They’re so beautiful and cute together! There were questions - like ask the author thingy - related to her books where one of the Kinokuniya workers asked something, and Sarah answered it. It’s really cool because she describes her own characters (OCs) like friends and I can see she admires some of the characters.

Okay so, after questions being thrown and answered, the time for the signing had finally arrived! I was number 35 and my friend was 36. So we wait and wait and wait. The shorter the queue become, the more nervous I am. The night before, I had set up in my mind what I was going to say to her. I got a long paragraph of compliments and admiration for her. But when I was in front of her all I could say was,

“You’re so beautiful.”

I had never been such a potato in my whole life. I am a potato but at that moment, I was the worst kind of potato. I don’t even know why I use potato. God! I feel really awkward and such a creeper. Like who even say that to the person you just met!? No one.

Thank god she just say "thank you." and not something like "you're creepy *nervous laughter*"

I didn’t get a chance to have a photo with her, because my friend was behind me and we couldn’t take selfie, so it really hard to get a photo together.

The after that, we went downstairs and there he is; Lee Kwang Soo in the flesh! He's even more taller in real life. No lie haha

So there it is. My journey to my first book signing ever! This is not very excitable but it’s such a great experience for me :) I hope there will more book signings from various authors in upcoming days!

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March

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I think March this year is a pretty scary month for me. As all of you know, those who took sijil pelajaran malaysia (SPM) in 2015 will receive their result on 3rd or March (esok omg). Unsurprisingly, I am one of the SPM leavers.

So it makes my heart beat a little bit faster every time I'm thinking about the outcome. I'll get restless and starting to regret every choice I made in the past two years. Like,

1. "I should had study more"
2. "I should had make more exercises"
3. "I should has just ask what I didn't understand"

All these thoughts keep bugging me like flies to rotten meat and let me tell you, the sight is not pretty at all.

But whay can I do, let the bygone be bygones. As a SPM leaver, all I can do is praying and tawakal. Bak kata orang, manusia hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan segala-galanya.

So I'm just going to sit here and try not to die. Haha I mean pray as much as I can because that's the only thing I can do right now. Nak putar balik masa memang dah tak boleh la kan. Lain la kalau ada time machine kan?

I'm wishing for all the best to all spm leavers in Malaysia. I hope you'll pass with flying colors!

Note to self and others; Don't forget to thank your teachers who had thought you lots of knowledge. Your parents who always pray for the best and gave moral support to us.

Hohoho I'm sure tomorrow all makcik, pakcik, kawan mak, kawan ayah, semua tanya soalan yang sama;

"Anak dapat berapa A?"

Kenapa setiap ada peperiksaan yang pending mesti Tanya berapa A? Tanya la berapa B me, berapa C ke. Haha tapi nanti tak tahu pula anak orang to pandai mana ye dok?

Tadi sembang dengan my mom about SPM result esok and she asked me "rasanya angah dapat apa?" And I answered with "entah la mak tak tau nak rasa apa."

The truth is, I feel seram sejuk mak bola mak tanya macam tu. I'm the type of person yang low confident level so bila tanya macam to memang berdebar je la...

I have 3 others cousins who are SPM leavers to and we all took different streams so if you want to compare us, it's a big NO NO okay :)

Okay la actually I want to write short update but jauh pulak menyimpang. I want to wish good luck to SPM leavers again. If you didn't get what you wish for hm.. Redha je la haha (cakap kat mak A ramai dah ambik)

P/s: I was supposed to publish this yesterday but my mom suruh mohon upu. Lama kot nak research betul-betul about a course before I choose it.

P/s ii; I'm working on a new blogskin & anime review is coming up so keep your eyes open.

Omg I need a job !!

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Newborn kittens

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The night of 11th January 2016, my female cat that we call "auuk" -  I'll tell you the story behind the name some other time okay? - gave birth to 3 the most adorable little kittens! At first we (my mom and I) though it's going to be 4 kittens since she said "biasa kucing beranak nombor genap". Actually dia dah lama cari tempat nak lahirkan anak dia but mostly in cabinets which my mom secure tightly because we don't want it to give birth in one of our laci pakaian. Then finally it choose to give birth under my sister's bed. At the moment pukul 10.30 p.m rasanya. Every half an hour my mom and I came to check on her takut ada anak dia yang tak lepas or it needs help. But alhamdulillah everything went smoothly.

We're very happy we got new kittens, so every now and then we'll check on it and it's kittens because we're sucker for cute little kittens. You can say that my family is kind of cat enthusiasm. We bans my little brother from going to the room because our female cat afraid of him lol Maybe because he's not that little (actually bigger than me and he's only 15 smh)

Unfortunate event came when they were almost 2 weeks old. The exact date was 25th January 2016. Masa tu cuti sebab hari Thaipusam kan (happy belated thaipusam). I'm not sure but dalam pukul 12 p.m macam tu la  rasanya dengar kucing bergaduh. At first we thought kucing kat luar rumah because believe it or not belakang rumah aku banyak kucing jantan tak tahu malu nak rebut kucing betina aku yang sekor tu.

But then when we listen carefully it was actually happened in our house. Lebih tepat lagi, dekat tempat our newborn kittens and their mom. We freak the hell out because Ya Allah a male cat was biting and killing those little kittens (we suspect it want to eat them tapi tak sempat). Oh my god, tuhan je yang tahu how angry my family that time. Tak sempat nak tangkap, that male cat already gone. At that moment, our female cat- auuk was terrified. Mengiau tak tentu hala. Siapa tak sedih kan, tengok anak mati depan mata.

We thought all of them died but alhamdulillah one of them was barely alive, tapi ada 3 kesan gigitan. Masa tu I cried juga la because it has been a long time since we got kittens and when we finally got it, we lost them in a very short time. I told you there were 3 of them right? The ones that are dead is the first and the last. Both of them are identical. Putih with belang kelabu. The middle one special Putih with belang oren. I can't show you because orang tua-tua kata tak elok tangkap gambar kucing, kan?

For now we're taking care of the only kitten that we survived which my mom gave "Cumi" as it's name. I don't know why my mom's choice in naming cat that terrible. In the past she gave name to our cats such as comot, udang, gebu. (when udang died I don't know how to tell my friends without being awkward)

The incident happened 3 days ago but until now we're still holding grudge toward that male cat and it's owner. The owner is my jiran sebelah rumah. My mom have been wanting to tell them about their cat killing ours but sampai sekarang dia orang tak keluar rumah. Maybe they know we're mad at them. Ha

Tapi sadly sampai sekarang cumi tak nak minum susu ibu dia. Jadi my mom bagi air zamzam from Mekah - which gave to me by my friend. Letak dalam botol susu khas untuk kucing tu. It don't want to suck on it so we have to squish the bottle supaya dia boleh minum. Is there a way to make cumi hisap susu ibu dia? Please help meeeee

Okay enough about kucing. There is one thing yang bila aku buka blog je rasa patah semangat.

I legit just lost 12 of my followers. What is happening right now, blogger? If anyone know the answer, feel free to drop into my comment box or my cbox so I won't lose my confidence in blogging world. Patah semangat kot tengok followers making menurun. Tak suka kat aku ke apa lol. Bukan nak cakap aku gila follower ke apa, tapi followers ni assure me that people like my blog enough to keep reading what I'm writing hehe

Hi Yui thank you for noticing some changes I made to my blog a couple days ago hehe I already post a tutorial at my tutorial blog because as you can see, I already disable ctrl + c and highlight, so everything you need I already explain there :) [click here]

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