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Assalamualaikum

Hello earthlings! How are you and your holiday? I’m good and my holiday is boring. Thanks for asking.

+ First of all nak say congrats to Brazil because won 3-1 against Croatia. Neymar scored 2 goals. That’s my bby. And I’m disappointed with Spain because 1-5 woi gila apa. Kemain kau kalah. Ni nak sokong Netherlands. Dah la captain dia handsome. Kbye.

Haa who say girls don’t watch football? Here I am staying up this late alone, watching football. My brother masa first day je stay up. Konon nak tengok hari ni. Pui. Ugh after this dah tak boleh tengok unless the next day is Saturday or Sunday. School really is the death of me.

+ Secondly, tomorrow is the last day of holiday. Let’s cry thousand oceans ;_; Mat saleh baru start cuti summer, kita dah kena sekolah balik. Dah la till now tak tahu ada homework or not since my classmates sangat tak ambil port about this kind of thing. We’re rad, I know. But please, I don’t want to hear any teacher nag at us on the first day of school.

+ I read some of my old entries and fanfics and honestly, I don’t know whether I should die in embarrassment or die in laughter because both are accurate. All I had in my mind while reading through them was,

“What the hell was I thinking when I wrote this thing back then?”

They’re so shameful and I hope no one ever find that blog ever again.

+ I got Kimi Ni Todoke s1 & s2 2 days ago and haven’t finished it yet. I guess I have to use my school days to watch it. Yeah. I have something I can use to escape from the cruelty that is homework. Eyy Kazehaya is so cute!!

Tbh, I don’t really know what to write about apart from the update of the secret life of a procrastinator. Sometimes I have a lot of thing to write and that’s when I don’t have to pen and paper with me. It’s kinda pissing me off, but that’s how life goes. And when I do have them, my mind will go blank and I don’t know anymore. This often happen in exam, of course.

Talking about exam, there’s a celebrity that I adore. He is a completely great idol for a lazy person like me.  He is a singer and song-writer and also, 17 years old and just graduated from high school this month. Congrats to him! Why I said he’s such a good idol?

It’s because at age so young, he already released loads of songs and albums and in fact, he’s doing tour across the Europe and America right now. Now, imagine a 17 years old going that far, finish school and achieved highest point! How amazing that is, right?

I ever read a tweet, may I quote

“If *a 17 y/o musician name can studying while being in band, why can’t you? *insert the band member pictures when he’s studying*” 

I don’t want to mention names because I want to let your imagination gone wild and not to think they can do that because they’re smart or what, but because they had done a very hard work to finish school and get good grades.

You know, the tweet really stab me straight in the heart and also make me sad because I didn’t do my best in mid-term and now I’m sweating because I don’t know what my result yet. But I hope I can do better in the future.

Since the school decided to close my class, I don’t know which class I’ll be staying after this. I just hope that I can cope with the subjects because if I happen to be in account class, I have to start all over again. Same as my other classmates.

I hope this is not a bullshit talk like I often do.

I wish you all the best, since I probably won’t update this blog in a long time because school. Yes, blame everything on school. Now I don’t have social life. JK. Of course I have social life. I am a socialize girl. JK. No I dislike people. They’re annoying, prejudice and busybody. Hint: I wrote the sentence before this based of some people I know, so please… no hard feeling.

Farewell for now. To students, please survive. Don’t want you to go online as corpse.

Bye! Assalamualaikum :)

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Over

Assalamualaikum

Hi you all. Hi. Hi. Hi. Hello. Konnichiwa. Bonjour. Hola. Guys. And girls.

Today is a happy day. I mean yesterday was a happy day. I mean yesterday’s after school was a happy time. I mean starting from yesterday to today to tomorrow till the next two weeks and half are happy days. And that’s all because I've finished my exam and mid-year holiday starting next week. I can’t wait!

Last night we celebrated out freedom and zouk and that is the best night ever! *lie

I know we’ll have two days of school next week but hell no, I’m not going.

I’ll have prep classes tho. But I don’t intended on waking up at 8am just to go to class every day. So I’ll probably just go to physics class since my school's penolong kanan is my physics teacher and I don’t want to listen to her nag about skipping her class. So yeah, I have to let go two days of freedom.

What is your plan for this holiday?

I don’t know if I’m going anywhere during this holiday. I don’t know if my parents are planning and haven’t told us yet. so, most of the time all I’ll do sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep, eat, eat, eat, eat, internet, internet, internet, internet, repeat. 

That’s how my life goes around when holidays come, children.  Be like me and you’ll be free from problems *for a while

*ehem* guys, I think I want to do shout out.

Shout out to everyone that have finished exam and have gone this far without punching a kid in the face!

I never told you this but there was a time when the boys in my class playing confession. They dare each one of them to confess to the girls. It’s fun to see they embarrass themselves. The girls were giggling and all when they were confessed. Then Afan dared Iqbal to confess to me – my classmates call me yakuza so you can guess why. Lucky me, I already had my answer in my head. so we goes like,

Iqbal: Saya sayaaaaang awak

Me: ye, aku tau kau sayang aku. Aku tau korang semua sayang aku. Thank you.

And we couldn't help but laugh. I mean everyone was laughing. I told ya, the game is fun when no feeling involved ;)

Dear you,
Are you a sun because I can see you shine bright like a star. I walked out of the mall, passing by the Starbucks, and I met your eyes. I catch a glimpse of your Starbucks’s cup and your name written neatly on it. At that moment, I feel like I want to tap my shoulder and say “nice work!” and then do ridiculous secret handshakes or even do double flips. And it’s just because I saw your name and your eyes.

I think this is a farewell, popsicles. Until I write – or type, whatever suit you – here again *which will take forever

p/s: gif above is when kushina asked sasuke to be friend with naruto. that part got me to tears ;;

Adios amigos. Assalamualaikum.

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May

Assalamualaikum.

Hi. It has been a long time no post but loads stories to tell. I just can’t find the right moment to write an entry and post it. Sorry! But this is the right moment to say,

“Aku rasa baru semalam bulan April.”

Ok tak lawak, tapi I love to say that and make people wonder why I said so. And, hello to May! I hope this month will be a nice month and oh, a month away from puasa! Can’t wait to collect every pahala we can get during Ramadhan :)

i. 26th April 2014

On this date, my school (SEMETRI) held a hari keusahawanan. It’s a great and happy day for me, but at the end, some people have to piss me off and it turn out to be ugly. But I don't want to talk about that, I just want to tell you about happy things. Because people don't like bad things. Honestly, even I don’t want to rewind the memories.

So on this day, Aqilah, my friend who has just moved to Myanmar last year were coming! The first moment I saw her I was like, ‘oh my god is this real are you really here!?’ because I can't trust my eyes. It had been um… 5 months since the last time we met her! We're getting excited meeting each other and yeah, it’s a great time to have a reunion haha!

Also the day was like ‘Selfie Day’ because people just can’t stop taking selfies. Monopod held on ones’ hand and people gathered around just to take a selfie. I think it’s a good thing because it brings people together. So yeah, selfie is okay. Haha.

ii. Midterm

I don’t want to talk about this but I have to let someone know so I will feel a lot better. That’s just how I was programmed.

MAY = EXAM MONTH
ME = DEAD

So exam will be taking place on 6th May and I don’t really fancy exam actually. But this is such an important exam for me. More important than when I had PMR I guess. Sebab berdasarkan result exam ni aku akan ditentukan untuk berada di kelas mana. I know it’s too late but that’s just how my school was programmed.

You know my class – 4 science 3 – we have prinsip perakaunan instead of biology. And the teachers decided to close our class because last year’s SPM results were not so good. So they want to close our class for ‘our own good’. We still don’t understand why they did that. Because last year’s SPM failure was never our faults.

We just want to have this class because we’re so close and it’s almost feels like we’re family and we’re getting to understand what we studied. We know when we have physics, chemistry, add math and account at the same time it’s almost feel like mind-blowing. But we never want anyone to close the class.

So yeah. Right now I have to make up my mind; account or science stream. If I want to continue my ambition as forensic, I have to study hard on physics, add math and chemistry and if I want to give up and be a businesswoman, I’ll just have to give my best on account.

It’s just as simple as that.

Unless it is not as simple as that.

iii. Kawan atau sahabat

Orang melayu selalu tanya “Antara kawan atau sahabat, yang mana kau akan pilih?”

Pada aku, kawan atau sahabat tu semua tak penting sebab pada mata aku semua orang berada di atas tanah yang sama. Apa yang penting kawan atau lawan. Tapi tak ada orang tanya sebab of course orang pilih kawan. Except you don’t know that your friend is your enemy.

So pada aku pangkat really no matters. Kau kawan atau tak, bila aku tak tau apa nak buat, aku tanya jugak sesiapa.

Betul, kalau kawan kau boleh suruh dia belanja, suruh dia buat itu ini. Tapi itu membuatkan kau lawan dia. Sebab apa? Sebab kau mempergunakan dia. You used them for your own benefits and that what make them go against you. Dan bila itu terjadi, kau jangan terkejut dan tunding jari dekat semua orang bila masalah yang sebenar adalah engkau.

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Have great days ahead. I’ll write again when I got the time. Insha’Allah. Please pray for my exam. And good luck to all of you that are taking exam as well. Assalamualaikum.

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Aimless

The thing about being human is we never keep promises. Especially when it's about time. We never be at the promised place on time. Even in a meeting we still can be late. That's why we don't deserve asking for more time because we already waste too much.

Manusia tak pernah bersyukur.

Assalamualaikum

Ceh, macam cakap dengan cermin sebab aku pun selalu buat macam tu. Janji pukul 10 tapi pukul 10 tu baru nak bersiap. Dan sampai kat tempat yang dijanjikan 10 minit kemudian. Tahu tak dalam masa 10 minit tu macam-macam boleh jadi dekat kawan yang tengah menunggu tu?

So don't waste your time over stupid little things. Ada kebaikan dan keburukan dalam lambat ni. Tapi rasanya lagi banyak keburukan. Contohnya, kena maki dengan orang yang menunggu. HAHA.
Peringatan ini dibawa khas oleh NLIZMA yang tak pernah tepati masa.

End of story about time.

School. Sekolah. Satu perkataan yang aku tak berapa nak suka. Because when we heard the word "school" our mind like automatically think about 'bangun awal' 'kerja sekolah' 'cikgu'.

I seriously hate school. I don't hate education. I just simply hate school. You know that's two different thing. I don't know how to explain, but it's different........ you know.

Today really pissed me off. Thing about school and a friend of mine. I hate thursday.

Assalamualaikum. Adios amigos.

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